Year of Goodbyes

I was wondering something that can't wash away on my mind. thought something that always end up to a little question? I don't know why? but it keeps hunting on my mind. it was the last year for the month of December in 2010. Before the year ends there is a lot of situation that we are not expected to happened and realization hit me that we need to face the fact that is all have been true for a while then it become a worse nightmare. A night for everyone. December 17, 2010 was date of birth of my first niece but after four days she was died on the hospital. We are so shocked of what had happened it was so sudden. Because she was suffer to some illness that's why she end up there. She was one of the blessing, the gift from heaven... A day had passed she was past away in just one blink of an eye. I think it the goddess of faith said that she was not belong to be with us in such a long time. Even in a very short time to be with her I'm so glad to meet her. Its very very sad that day even the cloud heaven crying sympathy with us, pouring the land of heavy rain... At the day of her bury all of us accept that she is an angels that belong to good hand of heavenly Father. I hope that she was happy on where she is now... My little niece... One of the unforgettable memory of our family....After that day there will be more up-close situation to come.. that all of us are involves.. hurting each other using bad mouth. 
Days had passed when lot of things change because of some misunderstanding between two people a father and his daughter...Luck of communication is the best weapon to destroy the ties of a family. its just a one night then all bonding was change in one click on a phone. I hate I mean I don't like  the moth of December, why? because all the unexpected and saddest memory or rather I say a remarkable one! will happened in this month, there is nothing good happened. I don't know if is just a big joke or it so called faith... My end year always end wrong! and my Starting year is the same but I'm still hoping that it will be different from the last year... all my hopes and faith was going to somewhere else.. Wish me to survive... I don't want to think more just want to see  tomorrow smiling at me.... And giving me strength to face the blockers of my way to the good fortune...